How much do you want it?

That's a question I've been asking myself a lot lately. How much do I want it? Am I willing to do what it takes? 

Education has always been really important to me. I've always known that, and I've always said that. But have I acted on that? Eh, probably not. 

I can honestly say that I've worked REALLY hard on my school. But, more so in the last-minute-procrastination kind of way. Not the dedicated-on-top-of-things way. 

If my education is so important to me, why don't I act like it's important to me? 

Am I willing to put aside the distractions of social medias and sacrifice the less important things like movies, books for the most important? 

Guys, school starts in less than three weeks and I still have to finish up my summer courses. Yikes. 

I am bouncing between excited and utterly freaked out. Excited because I love to learn and I go to the best school on the planet. No debate. Freaked out because I am easily distracted and un-dedicated. 

So, I making a commitment to myself. As school is starting, I will put aside my distractions. I will be dedicated. I am wiling to do what it takes. Because I want it that bad. 

I'm so stressed out for school and it hasn't even began. Oh man. The stress of balancing out my education, work, trying to make a difference in the world, exercising, spending time with friends and family, my religion, adventure. *takes a deep breath*  

How I am going to do it, I don't know. All I can do is put a smile on my face, work as hard as I can and trust in the Lord and he will help me make it through. :) 

I chose this path. Am I going to stay on it? I'm going to work my butt off to stay on this path. Nothing can stand in my way. 

What do you want? How much do you want it? Are you willing to do what it takes to get it? 

You are capable of achieving your dreams, you wants. You are. You are stronger that you know. Don't ever doubt it. 

You may or may not believe in God. But I do, and I'm telling you, that he will help you. Sure he throws trials at you, but if you just trust in him, it'll be for the best. 

Together we can all make our lives the best. The only person holding us back is ourselves. 

I wish you the best in everything! Whatever you are facing, I know you can do it. :) Put a smile on and just embrace the ups and the downs. :)

Thank you for reading! :) 
love Wesleigh