Ayyyeeeee.
Like all these big decisions like, "what am I going to do with my life", and "what career am I going to go after", and "do I want to continue taking piano", and "do I want to sleep in today", "wow I should stop getting fat", and and and yeaaaaah.
Like really I just want to be a child and play out in the backyard and climb trees and ride my back around the block AND NOT DO FREAKING SCHOOL. Please?
Erm erm. Let's be clear though. I love to learn, but school?....naaaaaaahhhh.
And like sometimes life just gets super duper overwhelming. Ya feel?
Like instead of sitting on my butt I would rather be working at all my 4 and counting wonderful jobs. Or exploring the mountains, or learning about herbs, and foraging and all that jazz. LIKE REALLY.
I mean. Ya know how you are younger and you're like *switches to prissy girl voice* "Oh my gosh, when I am 16, I'll like, Have it SO GOOD. I'll probably be like, a famous super model, and have like, my own island, and like, have a BF, and like, OMG, just like, I know it'll be perfect when I'm older, cuz everyone says it just gets better right?" *WHILE YOU SIT ON THE COUCH AND EAT POTATO CHIPS*
Right so I'm 16. And lemme check, WOW, look at that, I'm not famous super model, and...um, is this an island? Yeah. Pretty sure it's not. Hmm. Crap! Wasn't it supposed to be better now? Pshhhhh.
Liesssssssssss.
But wait, it only gets better if you make it better right?
But wait, it only gets better if you make it better right?
But really though. I mean, I love my life. Really truly. But I could definitely say I'm getting a little tired of all the things God throws at me. Although, I'm grateful for the strength they give me, and who they are helping me to become, and yeah yeah.
But I just realize how important it is to LIVE IN THE MOMENT man. Really truly. Stop living in the hopes that your future will be the bomb.com and MAKE NOW THE FREAKING BOMB.COM
Okay?
Mostly I'm just telling that to myself. Today is a good day to have that awesome life, eh? Yeah it is.
You'll never achieve the things you REALLY DESIRE unless you MAKE THEM HAPPEN.
Also, have some patience? It'll happen, all in good time.
And life is really, REALLY beautiful! AGH. Like, I just feel so fortunate to have my life, even though sometimes it really sucks, I have it so much better than most. *feels*
And that is it folks. Just some random ramblings from yours truly. Do something awesome today because LIFE IS THE BEST. :)
