raspberry lemonade

Currently genuinely confused about life.

Life is a labyrinth and I'm currently lost on the corner of I don't know and I don't know.

Isn't all we really want in life, is to feel meaningful? Don't we all just wanna feel important, don't we want to make our dreams come true and at the end of the day when the marigold sky has faded and the stars light up the sky, don't we just want to feel meaningful?

I don't know about you, I don't know your dreams, I don't know you heart. I don't know what gets you up in the morning or your 2am motivations.

But I do know me. I know what gets me up in the morning and I know my 2am motivations. I know my dreams and I definitely know my heart.

Life definitely has it's ups and downs, and every basic person ever everywhere has said that (yes, CREATIVE I know). Really though I cannot even begin to tell you all about the roller coaster I'm ridin'. One heck of a ride that's for sure. You'd probably pee your pants just hearing about it, alright.

Even though my stress levels are off the charts at "it feels like a fat bald man is sitting on my chest and I can't breath" I see a glimmer of hope in the distance and I'm surging forward.

I'm so grateful for the good times, they make the bad times seem as if they were just cobwebs in the corner.

Me and my very confused self, my new friggin cute planner and my raspberry lemonade are gonna go ROCK THIS WORLD.