Don't be confused, my post titles will now be neat songs that fit the mood. Alright.
Also apologies for the lack of grammar and general writing skills. sometimes you just don't wanna ya know. most times actually.
Life is hard man. I know exactly what I want with my life, but no. idea. where. to. start. And it's incredibly frustrating.
I want to fill my backpack with nostalgic photos, my journal, granola bars, and of course the necessities-my cozy down sleeping bag, my neon hammock, etc. Probably some climbing gear and a slackline too.
Catch the next flight to the Golden State. Hitch a ride to Yosemite. Walk into the valley...the place where my people reside. Make some friends. Hitch another ride to where the infinite backcountry begins. Spend the rest of my days living under a rock, climbing rocks, walking lines in the sky.
I have an image in my head, a movie playing on repeat like a viral vine. A life that is meant to be mine. A life I've always dreamed of. A life my heart is leading me to. It's just a little out of my reach, at least it feels like it.
I'm day dreaming in limbo. I'm resisting change.
I'm not sure what I'm doing right now other than sitting on my bed listening to good tunes, or where exactly I'm going because I have zero plans. Most days I'm not even sure I know exactly who I am. But somehow my heart knows exactly the life I need, exactly where I need to be. It's a constant battle between the thoughts in my head and the dreams in my heart.
Life doesn't make sense. This post doesn't make sense.
Life is hard. But it's alright. It's better than alright. It's pretty good. Better than pretty good most days.
It's okay to have sad moments. Ever fairy tales have their ups and their downs. It'll all be well.
"Even though sometimes this is hard to tell. And the fight is just as frustrating as hell. All will be well....
...You got to keep it up and don't give up. And chase your dreams and you will find. All in time....
All will be well"
