Let It Go

The more I live on this cosmic mass. The more I realize that the little things don't matter. They DO! But they don't. At least in this case.

I mean the little things like......

The one thing that that one person said. Maybe they meant it to hurt you. Maybe they didn't. But why hold on to it? It's so little. It doesn't matter. It really doesn't matter.

Or when your little brother was being annoying, and it bugged the heck out of you. Yeah. That doesn't matter.

Or when you got left out of something, and you felt lonely. That freaking hurts! But guess what? It doesn't matter unless you let it. 

Honestly. Is it going to bother you or even matter in a year from now? Or two seconds latter. Or a day latter. A year latter. Or what? Most likely it's not. 

Brace yourself for a super stupid analogy. 

Today I was out for a run. It was cold. I did not want to go because I hate running but I love running and ya know! Love/hate relationship baby. So I forced my self out the door screaming (in my head, I'm not crazy, obviously....ha. ha.) that that half marathon wasn't going to run itself.

BUT ANYWAYS. Where am I even going with this. I was running. and I was like "The inversion, it's killing my lungs, they burn, I'M GOING TO DIE. God bless me! I'm going to collapse on the side of the road, and no one is going to notice me. and then some organ dealer is going to take my body and sale my organs on the internet. I should just stop running. This sucks. I'm literally going to die." 

But. Breaking news guys. When I got home. I was just fine. I didn't die. My organs were not sold on the internet. They are still here as far as I know and yeaaah. I was just fine!

It was a little minuscule thing. All I had to do was sing along to my music, and put a smile on my face. Enduring all the way. 

So. That made no sense. Congrats Wesleigh. 

But yeah. What I'm trying to say. Looking at the big span of things, these little everyday things, they don't matter! They may seem like they matter in the moment, but they don't. They won't matter tomorrow. Or the next day. Next year. Next life. 

UNLESS. You eat poison, that matters. Or you wonder what that red buttons does, that definitely matters. 

But really. Just let it go. Don't stress about those little things that really just don't matter. 

Live your life to the fullest! :)